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And why was I so apologetic about it? Asha certainly wasn’t. Somewhere along the way, she blurred the distinctions between heroine and vamp, ‘good’ women and ‘bad’. She made female desire not just acceptable, but worth celebrating. In a post mourning the chanteuse, contemporary singer Sona Mohapatra wrote, “It’s not grief [that she feels]; it’s gratitude…. for giving voice to desire, to playfulness, to seduction… at a time when those were still taboo for women.”
Asha
had broken with convention all her life – from the time she was 16 years old,
when she eloped with a man nearly double her age; when she walked out on an
abusive marriage eleven years later, with two small children and pregnant with
her third; when she married a man six years her junior… each struggle, each
obstacle had only honed her skills, made her even more determined to succeed.
As she told her daughter, she had to ensure she was never dependent on anyone
ever again. But she never complained. In an interview on Doordarshan, when
asked about singers complaining about lack of opportunities due to the
perceived ‘Mangeshkar monopoly’, she shrugged, ‘Both didi [elder sister
Lata Mangeshkar] and I have had our struggles. But you never saw us going
around complaining that we weren’t given opportunities. We worked hard to get
where we were.”
And
Asha’s struggles were real, not just because she was pitted against her by-now
well-established older sister, but because she was also jousting against an
industry that insisted that she be typecast as the voice of the ‘other’ – women
on the outer boundaries of society. She became the voice of the tawa’if,
the cabaret dancer, the villain’s moll. But in so doing, she took the power
into her own hands, gave herself [and the characters she sang for] agency, and
made it clear that female desire was not just here to stay, it was something to
revel in.
Asha
leaned into the desire, but made it conversational, playful, teasing. She knew
the allure of her voice and, in the knowledge that she could not be bound in
any box society deemed fit, she not only subverted convention but also
reinvented herself over and over and over, defying any attempt to confine her
to genres or generalisations.
Desire
in Asha’s voice was not shameful or sinful; it was a feeling, an emotion that
she allowed to exist. Asha’s women were emotionally complex creatures, and she
allowed them the space to live and breathe, giving them the right to be
delightfully flawed, excitingly seductive and achingly human, all at the same
time. These feelings and emotions were, more often than not, missing from the
narratives in which her songs were set.
Asha’s
voice allowed women’s feelings to sound different, inhabiting the song
in a way that turned ‘feeling’ into something almost physical. Shalini and I
have talked often about good ‘song actors’ – actors who inhabited a ‘playback’
song with such emotion that they blurred the lines between singer and actor.
Asha was the reverse – she was an excellent ‘voice actor’, well aware of the
emotions evoked by the lyrics and allowing every seductive sigh and rasp of
breath, every chuckle and gasp of laughter, every husky drawl and sensuous
inflexion to erase the distance between word and feeling, singer and listener.
“There’s
no singing without acting,” she declared as she played a definitive role in
the evolution of female desire and transgression in cinema. Where desire was
only to be hinted at, she deliberately set it free. Her carefree abandon, her
emancipated confidence, and the vocal trills that rebelled against boundaries
all brought desire into the mainstream.
So.
To celebrate the soundscape of female desire, here are ten songs, in no
particular order. I have eschewed the usual ‘nightclub’ numbers or cabarets –
those, while sultry, are not really what I’m going for here; it’s clear that
those are performative. For instance, Piya tu, ab to aa jaa is one of
Asha’s most famous ‘sultry’ songs. But it is a stage performance in which
Helen’s character performs for a club audience, mimicking the semblance of
physical desire. Or Husn ke laakhon rang, where the lady is being
blackmailed into singing for the villain. Not all songs on this list are
‘come-hither’ songs, or songs of seduction, either. Sometimes, they are just an
expression of a woman’s desire.
Howrah Bridge (1958)
Music: OP Nayyar
Lyrics: Qamar Jalalabadi
Humsaaya (1968)
Music: OP Nayyar
Lyrics: Shewan Rizvi
Neend Hamaare Khwaab Tumhaare (1966)
Music: Madan Mohan
Lyrics: Rajinder Krishan
In Aaiye meherbaan, Madhubala smouldered as she ostensibly enticed a roomful of men in a smoke-filled nightclub; come in, stay awhile, she croons, ostensibly to a roomful of men, but in reality, to one man. Here, that invitation is explicit – Nanda’s character may be quoting the ‘voice of the night’, but the desire is all hers – direct, and personal. Listen to the breathy ‘haa’ after Sanson mein saansein. That desire mingles with her laughter as she warns Shabnam phoolon par jab moti bikhraaye /Tab ho na juda sharmaake sharmaake sharmaake… Each iteration of ‘sharmaake’ holds a different note.
Ye reshmi zulfon ka andhera
Mere Sanam (1965)
Music: OP Nayyar
Lyrics: Majrooh Sultanpuri
Caravan (1971)
Music: RD Burman
Lyrics: Majrooh Sultanpuri
Shaam bheegi bheegi badan jal raha hai
Gehri Chaal (1973)
Music: Laxmikant Pyarelal
Lyrics: Rajinder Krishan
Mera Naam Joker (1970)
Music: Shankar-Jaikishan
Lyrics: Hasrat Jaipuri
Namak Halal (1982)
Music: Bappi Lahiri
Lyrics: Anjaan
Different decade, different sounds, but a distinct voice – Asha was reinventing herself once again. It was the time for disco, and Asha hopped onto the bandwagon with gusto. The age of prim and proper heroines was long gone. Zeenat Aman and Parveen Babi had sashayed their way to the top rung of heroines and changed everything about them. Here, the woman (Parveen), the honey trap, is performing at a party, but the gist of the song is meant for an audience of one (Shashi Kapoor). Shikari khud yahaan shikaar ho gaya – the hunter has become the hunted. “Sayyaad ko bulbul se pyaar ho gaya”, she sings. The song is a little seduction, a little pretence, but she’s also developing feelings for the man she’s been sent to entrap. By now, Asha was regularly interjecting vocal flourishes – breaths, gasps, sighs, chuckles – into her songs; Jawani jaan-e-man was no different. Listen to the ‘a-ha’ and ‘o-ho’ that end each antara – her voice is deeper, huskier, more come-hither.
Aao na gale lagaao na
Mere Jeevan Saathi (1972)
Music: RD Burman
Lyrics: Majrooh Sultanpuri
There is something almost paradoxical about this song. The woman singing it (Helen) has taken what she wants by force — the man (Rajesh Khanna) is trapped. And yet, Asha's voice carries not a trace of triumph or command. Instead, she pleads. Aao na, gale lagaao na — come, hold me close. The abductor becomes the supplicant. She has his presence; she cannot compel his desire. That distinction is everything, and Asha understands it completely. Her voice is warm, coaxing, almost tentative — a softness that contrasts with the strange and deliberate tension of the circumstances. The arrogance that brought him here has dissolved entirely; what remains is a woman who wants to be wanted, who needs to know she’s needed. There is no artifice in her asking, only aching desire. Each na is a longing, the kind that reaches toward something it isn't sure it will receive. RD Burman's arrangement holds her gently, and she lets it — a woman capable of anything, laid low, in the end, by the simple wish to be held willingly.
Qatra qatra milti hai
Ijaazat (19)
Music: RD Burman
Lyrics: Gulzar
By the late 1980s, Asha had nothing left to prove. And so, Qatra qatra sounds like nothing so much as arrival – a singer and a song that have found each other at exactly the right moment. Gulzar's lyrics do not seduce; they explore. Qatra qatra milti hai, qatra qatra jeene do – “Life is but a series of moments, let's live each one”. This is desire stripped of all theatre, all ornamentation. What remains is need, quiet and enormous. Asha does not perform this song. She inhabits it. The breaths, the pauses, the way her voice drops almost to a murmur on certain lines – it is less a vocal technique than a confession. Where the younger Asha wielded sensuousness like a weapon, here she lays it down entirely. The woman in this song does not entice; she simply states what she cannot live without. That, too, is desire – perhaps its most honest version.
And perhaps, that should be her epitaph. She dared.









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